Did you ever felt lucky to have me in your life? Did you ever wonder why out of all the people who wanted me to be in their lives, I chose to be in yours? Did you ever felt proud to call me as your ‘girlfriend’? Do you ever worry what if I’d replace you with someone else? What if one day I’ll just leave you all alone, when you’re already being serious to me? Have you ever had the uneasiness in your veins that what if you’d lose me because you were so stupid to do any effort to prove you felt something for me too? Did you? Have you? Oh no… I’d bet everything I have, You never did and you haven’t.
Rage, impulsivity and failure to get worked up about the things they normally do, oppositional but with less verve and energy
Isolation, binge eating and lethargy, a sense of 'me against the world', less patience, easier to enrage
Silence, nerves, over thinking, easily distractible and seems 'elsewhere'; they are fairly intolerable to sadness they tend to detach/dissociate from feelings after a short while
Teariness, neediness, isolation, binge eating, crying after insignificant events, stomach aches, a feeling of separation from everyone around them
Obvious displays of stress, they become like a wound up string and as if they are on the brink of a nervous break down. Short tempered and needy (only around close friends/family) and become martyred
Isolation, heightened compulsions (cleaning, washing hands more etc;), unresponsive in conversations, at time blunt and more oppositional
General feeling of instability/moodiness, reduced urge to socialize/be with friends, hopelessness, a feeling of being disliked/rejected by everyone, you can sense them 'trying' to be happy and keep composed
Isolation, opposition, hostility and violent mood swings. Intense melancholy with at times delusions and paranoia. Thoughts even scary to them, a sense of 'me against the world'.
Lethargy, escapism (substance use etc;), uncharacteristically more serious and tense, less tolerance, feelings of worry when thinking into the future
Demotivation, lethargy, hopelessness, over thinking, they seem tense and 'overly alert', hyper vigilant, force themselves to 'go through the motions', nothing impresses them
Uneasy, harder to 'reach'; as if they are far away. Silence, isolation, detachment, even though they try to appear happy. Distractible
Teariness, anxiety, isolation, when they feel sadness they tend to feel 'all at once', nerves, obsessive/ruminating thinking, remembering everything bad that ever happened to them, crying over insignificant events